Yolanda Hadid Considered Killing Herself During The Lyme Disease Drama!

Come in close Tea Drinkers, I have some crazy tea for you!

We all know that Yolanda Hadid has been struggling with Lyme Disease for the past 5 years, but now Yo is spilling the tea that she contemplated suicide when her Lyme was at it's worst! Damn, this is some serious tea that she is spilling.

In the former Real Housewife of Beverly Hills new book, Believe Me: My Battle with the Invisibility of Lyme Disease she says that two years after she was diagnosed with Lyme she wanted to kill herself. Yo wrote:

"God please just take me away in a wave. I can't live like this one more day. Please carry my body away. I just want to disappear. My next thought is a clear image of my three children. It shifts my consciousness immediately and that's the only thing that keeps me from letting myself drift and drown."

Wow this is some intense tea. By the way, did anyone else read that in Yolanda's voice? Or is it just me? Even though Yo was close to death she has pushed back and is now in a remission stage! Yolanda must feel so good, especially after it was the focus of an entire season of The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills!

If you want to know more about Yolanda Lyme journey, her memoir Believe Me: My Battle with the Invisibility of Lyme Diseaseis out September 12!